Dear Jake,
Although we dated for roughly three months and although we're very obviously over, I still kind of consider you as my crush. However, it was very difficult to decide whether you would for sure be the center of my letter or whether or not I would have to figure out a past crush or something. It seems inappropriate now to call you my crush when our feelings have changed a little and for the fact that I broke up with you.
Honestly, I'm sorry that things have come to the terms they have with ex issues for you and my feelings of unimportance. But what I do know is that, despite that the chances of us getting back together any time soon are very slim, I did give you a part of my heart that no other guy ever got from me. And despite that our time in a relationship was not longer than the time we spent as friends, I can truly say that I loved you in a way that I never loved another person; and that, if we were to meet up in the far future, I would smile at you with no qualms, and recall how we spent a whole summer falling asleep on the phone in the late-night hours, and learning things from one another (how to care for another person in my case and your value in yours) in these late days.
So I leave you with this quote:
"Summer romances begin for all kinds of reasons, but when all is said and done, they have one thing in common. They're shooting stars, a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, fleeting glimpse of eternity, and in a flash they're gone."
I have confidence that you will always be important to me and that a portion of my heart will always be with you...as my first love; my summer romance.
Love,
Jessie
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