Friday, October 1, 2010

Day 26: The last person you made a pinky promise to.

Dear Jake,

I don't remember what it was about, it was ages ago.

- Jess

Day 25: The person you know that is going through the worst of times.

Dear Mr. Freeze,

Things will get better. I'm sorry that I had to do this to you....

But I know, with all my soul, that you did what you did.

Forgive me.

Truly,
Batgirl

Day 24: Someone who judged you.

Dear Grandma,

How ya like me now?!?!

Love,
Jessie.

Day 23: The last person you kissed.

Dear Nobody,

:] Yep. I never kissed a soul.

Love,
Me

Day 22: Someone you want to give a second chance to.

Dear Marissa,

It's not that you've done me wrong and it's not that you have anything that needs to be forgiven by me. It might be my own insecurities in all of this, but as a girl, I'm sure you can understand.

I feel threatened by you.

Maybe it's instinct. Maybe I'm going back to animalistic roots, because she surely doesn't belong to me; but I can't help but feel a grudging annoyance when you and April display your friendship the way you do. She's been my best friend for the last four-ish years, so finding out that you two have all these inside jokes and such is a little bit of a slap in the face to me.

I've been missing her fiercely and haven't been able to have her over to my place in the last few months because of family issues with an estranged distant member of my mother's side of the family. If she were able to come over all the time like she used to, I assure you that this would not be happening.

I love you both more than I can ever describe, you've done only good by me and despite that we're both two very different people, I still feel like you're a sister to me. But it's painful to know that April is at your house virtually every weekend when she used to basically live with my family.

It's hard to ignore it because I miss my relationship with her. I miss when our profile pictures used to match, when we texted at all hours, and when we had messages together. Lately, it's been none of this, and when I see my best friend having a similar relationship with another person that she once had with me, it hurts my feelings.

I think, because of this, is why I can be so hostile with you; which hurts me as well because I don't like being cold in your direction. It's not you and your relationship with her that's the problem; it's that mine has been forced to be on hold because I can't see her like you can - and that's what pisses me off.

I love you. Trust me, you will always be my sister.

And I'm confident that one day, things between she and I will go back to the way they belong.

Love,
Jess :]

Sunday, September 26, 2010

Day 21: Someone you judged by their first impression.

Dear McKenzie,

I never thought after our first meeting that we'd be best friends like we are now! In fact, I never thought I would even be remotely close enough to you to talk about my problems and issues with you like I can; or about the dream men for us that God will put into our lives to marry. Truth be told, I didn't like you very much when we first met.

You came off as a stiff and I, who goes with the flow, couldn't stand it. But as we talked more and shared a Funky Monkey that fateful night in the Youth Unleashed building - which was, at the time, still the 365 building - I knew that our friendship was going to only get better and better from there.

So what if you thought I was weird back then!?

You were right!

And now I've corrupted you into being weird too!

HAHA! SUCKA!

Love, eternally,
Jess :]

P.S. WE GET MANSIONS!!!! haha ;D

Saturday, September 25, 2010

Day 20: The one that broke your heart the hardest.

Dear Kevin Jonas,

WHYYY DID YOU HAVE TO GET MARRIIIIED?!?!?!?!?!?!

Love,
Jessica